There feels like there is only one positive constant in my life right now. Everything else seems to be a mess. I have money problems worse than any time since I moved to Portland. I just got a notice from my insurance company telling me that I owe about $950. I don't think that includes any of the money I already paid, or the two follow up doctors visit since my accident. I think the number will grow significantly. I have so many things going on that require money that I don't have, and then this sets me back a lot. I'm not sure that I will even have my job much longer. It doesn't seem to be doing well. I'm not enthusiastic about it. I'm having issues with my housemate. I have nowhere to go if that doesn't work out. Neither can I carry heavy things as part of a moving process (arm still healing), nor can I affored moving expenses. Various other things suck too. Bah!
On the other hand I bought a domain name for the business I want to start yesterday before I saw the huge price tag for my medical expenses. I just don't know how I am going to start it without money. I'm thinking about trying to sell things. Maybe I will sell my car.