Also I made a backup copy of the program I have been working on. That gave me the courage to make the drastic changes I needed to make. Ones that will break the program for a while. Silly how such a little change in behavior can make a big emotional difference, and give oneself new freedoms.
I found out that Andy has recently gotten addicted to Stargate, and tivo's 12 shows a week now. He didn't start watching the series until the one that is currently on cable so he has a lot to catch up on. I decided I would let him borrow season 1. He takes good care of his stuff, and he has loaned me his own things before, so I can trust him with it.
I seem to have an unquenchable hunger this week. I think that might mean that I am deficient on something, and my body is making me eat until it gets enough of it. I am worried about my health. A while ago I was denied health insurance because they said I was too big a risk. I think mostly it is a diet, and exercise problem, but I don't know what to do. The only people who seem to be getting healthier through diet would probably tell me that part of the solution is to eat meat. I don't understand what makes up a healthy meal. If I knew how to plan healthy meals I still wouldn't know how to cook. Even if I knew how to cook I don't have money to buy the ingredients. Ugh!