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Nov. 23rd, 2003 | 01:08 am
mood: annoyedannoyed
music: Markahuasi - Vasija de Barro (Danza)

Apparently someone said that they heard that I said something. There is a reason hearsay is inadmissible in court. It has a way of distorting what was said, and the larger the number of people in the chain the more distorted it gets. I don't think I said anything that would be damaging at all to anyones character. Yet I get back that I started some huge drama. I am not told what drama I started, or even what they heard I said just that because of what a terrible person I am they aren't going to talk to me ever again.

Even if they somehow got a direct quote I'm sure it was out of context. If I did say something that hurt someones feelings I'm sorry. I wish people would talk to me directly, and tell me what is bothering them instead of being cowardly. How am I supposed to know something I am doing is bothering you if you don't tell me? I don't exactly have the greatest social sense. I was 24 before I felt like I was even making progress. I lost count of how many months I devoted most of my day just to reading peoples Live Journals, and instant messaging so that I could gain some kind of handle on how people think. It really doesn't come naturally to me. It has always been a challege. I don't have many friends.

I think I am getting cold. A year ago this could have even ruined my week, but now I am just annoyed at how other peoples stupidity has turned what seems to be a mere nothing into huge drama. Stupid as in going by what they hear 4th person instead of trying to find out the truth. Seriously... If I wanted to screw with peoples lives I would be pretty damn good at it. If I was intentionally screwing with your life it wouldn't be some stupid comment that I made. I spent so many years as a little kid being picked on, and abused by any kid who was even a little stronger than me. I have some pretty evil thoughts from time to time. Be thankful that I don't hold grudges. I really don't want to know what I am cabable of.

No really. I don't know what is going on. Someone please tell me why I am now hated.

Love you all. Even the ones who annoy me.

PS. spell check seems to be broken at the moment. Oh well. I don't care.

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la la la

from: p1nk0
date: Nov. 29th, 2003 12:36 pm (UTC)

i was at chancetorespond's journal, and i happened to notice she thanked you for something, so i stopped by to check out your LJ. i don't think you're getting cold. you can't worry about what everyone thinks so much, people ARE stupid. If you try and please everyone else, you'll never make yourself happy.
Have a nice day! :)

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Daniel Patrick Johnson

Re: la la la

from: teknotus
date: Dec. 23rd, 2003 12:04 am (UTC)

Be one of the smart people who are worth liking, and you will have a better life, but don't waste your time with people who aren't once you learn to recognise them.

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Re: la la la

from: p1nk0
date: Dec. 24th, 2003 09:21 pm (UTC)

ahhh i agree with you completly... if i am understanding you correctly... don't hang around people you don't like if you have given them a chance...correct? i have always believed that

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