Daniel Patrick Johnson (teknotus) wrote,
Daniel Patrick Johnson

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I don't think I have ever gotten anything other than an F on an essay test.

I wonder what is wrong with me. I'm 25. I've never had a girlfriend. I don't have a college degree, or a job. I live with my parents. Plus I'm out of shape. I'm unrefined. Life doesn't seem to be what I was told it would be. It's almost as if our teachers never experienced life. Perhaps they are in denial, or somehow managed to pull it off. Someone pointed out to me that it was probably their desire to give us hope. Hope was one of the things in Pandora's box.

I'm actually not depressed. I might seem that way, but this stuff has been true for a while, and I accept it. I'm working to change what I think I can make better. I don't seem to be all that great at it. I believe I am getting better though.
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