Is it wrong to want someone to be your friend? Is it wrong to want someone who is your friend to be a closer friend?
Truth be told I have no idea what I am doing when it comes to other people. Or life for that matter. My life is a joke. I'm not sure that anything I do is meaningful. Maybe helping others is, but for the most part my life is worthless in the eyes of others. I'm a scavanger, or a parasite in other peoples eyes. I give people far more attention than they want because I am lonely. I survive off of what little love they have for me. I try to give back, but I'm not sure if they want my love.