The hugs, and friendship last night dulled the pain for a while, but frequently through the night I been sobbing, or even shaking. I don't know if a second death just pushed me over the edge, or if... No I do know. This girl was special. I found her easy to love. So many hard experiences that I understand, because I have had them too. So many interests in common.
Here is a link to her so that you can know what a wonderful person she was too. http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=atroposmoirae&itemid=65163&nc=22
A friend of mine found out that she lost one of her friends last night about the same time I found out about my own friend.
I can't promise all of you that my heart will be broken, and I won't be able to function should you ever die on me, but I think that is how I will be.
I think my complete lack of sleep is getting to me.
Always know that I love you