Music:I should play music. It would probably improve my mood
The future, my future
My plans for the future have not gone well for years. Last night things seemed especially bad. I was going over in my head all the things that I have done wrong to get here. All my failures. It was making me crazy. My friend calmed me down. I slept really well for once. It was so nice I didn't want to get out of bed. I stayed in bed untill at least 1:00PM I think. The rest of the day didn't go as well, but I did make a little progress torwards my dreams. I feel foolish though. My dreams are too big. How am I ever going to acomplish what I have set out to do. I think I should have a backup plan, but the backup plan is a compleatly different direction for my life than what I really want. If I keep getting encouragement I will keep striving for my perfect future. If not my heart will rot.