It took a really long time for things to sink in. I needed to get out. I went to starbucks, and slurped on a yummy cold drink outside looking up at the full moon. I thought how appropriate. I said, and typed things today that two weeks ago I wouldn't have imagined ever doing in my whole life.
I still didn't want to go home. I drove off into the night. I drove over a small mountain. I saw a skunk, a rabbit, and an opossum. I ended up some place I don't think I have ever been before on a road in Yamhill county. I drove home. There was fog in a sheet that was about 8 feet off the groung to 14 feet off the ground. It was beutiful in the moonlight.
I think I figured out what I need to do now.