June 7th, 2002


The girl next cube

There is a new tech in the cube farm, and she is hot. The moment I saw her my heart skipped a beat. I barly even know her name. I do know that she will be sitting in the next cube though. The best looking new hire since I started working at DTV, and I luck out with having her sit next to me. Or perhaps there was a helping hand involved... (I don't mean God, I mean someone who put her there because of me)

I should get to know who she is a little. But her shift ends before it gets slow, so I won't have much time to chat. I don't even know if we have anything in common. I will interview her the first chance I get. If we have a few important things in common the race will be on. She has been side jacking with Brad two days in a row as part of her training. Brad is already talking about bringing her flowers.

She is not a prize though she is a person. Brad will be the one treating things like that if either of us do. I should know better than to try to become what someone wants. I should be what I am, and they will either like me, or they won't. Prizes don't have feelings people do.

It hurts a bit when someone you care about doesn't feel the same way about you. It happens to me a lot. Perhaps even always. But when you get hung up on someone who doesn't want you it doesn't help things any.

I just want to love somebody who loves me too. (Romantically I mean)
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Nothing seems to be able to kill my good mood today. People are bitchy with me, and I say have a great day, and I mean it. Also I have consumed caffieen, and not had a headache. Am I finnally cured. I think actually getting sleep makes a difference. I can also get more sleep, because with my shorter commute I save almost an hour a day.
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