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Jun. 7th, 2006 | 12:52 am

I've been forced to reevaluate so much of my life recently, and that can be interesting, painful, and at times exciting. I've been visiting with so many friends that I had hardly seen in a long time. I've been thinking about what kind of job I want to have now, and about going back to school. I've run a lot in the last week, and yesterday I went for a bike ride similar to the one I used to do back in Highschool. It made me feel the same way it used to, and that was strange. I used to be very active, and thin, so much unlike my sedentary life in front of the computer today. I want to fix that part of me, and become the active person I once was. I got a lot of happiness out of it. I want a career where I can have both, and I feel like fate has kept me from diving back into work so that I could discover that about myself. That I need activity, and friends, and a job that keeps me inside all of the daylight hours would be bad, as would a job that because of it's crazy schedule kept me away from my friends. I'm finally getting back to programming, and I'm finding it hard to work on code during the best outdoor activity hours of the day. I just keep looking out the window longing for the sweet spring air, light puffy clouds, and blue sky just a few feet away.
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