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Jun. 2nd, 2006 | 01:49 am

I hung out with scooter360 for several hours this evening. Friends are much better in person than they are online, or over the phone. I've been far too willing to just communicate with people without actually spending time with them.

I've been feeling like if I can just get the time in on my website project I can get something online that I am proud of, but it just seems like I am always either busy, or too unable to concentrate to get anything done. And now I have the extra problem of malfunctioning computers. First my laptop hard drive dies, and so I am both completely unable to use the system I had been using to program with, and I am forced to spend a day just recovering data from it. Then when I settle down to work on my desktop instead I find my code editor is broken, and can't even display text. I spend a few hours trying to figure out how to fix it, but it seems no one knows what is wrong. It just feels like the world is trying to slow me down, and I don't want to, I want to move faster, and farther. I want to make my mark on the world, and I want to do it now.

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