?

Log in

No account? Create an account

Lost in thought

« previous entry | next entry »
Apr. 21st, 2003 | 04:14 am
mood: exanimateexanimate

Tonight I was following such inspired lines of thought that I couldn't handle normal tasks at times. A ran out of hot water in the shower when there was probably a full water heater when I started, and thats with the super low flow shower head. I can't really be certain that I washed my whole body because I wasn't paying much attention. It is probably more likely that I washed completely several times, and didn't realize it was time to get out. Sometimes my body goes into a sort of autopilot, and when I thing back almost everything is a blur. Just the same I managed to get from point A to point B. Like a dream one side of the room is in a house on the east coast of the continent, and the other side is in a house on the west coast. While I'm in the dream I don't notice, but as soon as I wake up it is quite clear that what I did was impossible unless I forgot the part where I flew cross country in the middle of my story. Daily life can seem as disjointed as a dream when I am frequently distracted, especially when the distraction is in my own head. They say that one's sense of time is the first thing to go. I can't think of when I ever had a good sense of time to begin with, and today I usually didn't have any idea what the time was. Well not more than daytime verses nighttime, and I'm not sure I would have even gotten that one right.

Link | Leave a comment | Share

Comments {5}

I love losing train.

from: bloodyvee
date: Apr. 23rd, 2003 02:52 pm (UTC)
Link

Reading your entry caused me to lose my train of thought, because I started trailing on whatever it was until it was nothing anymore. Sort of like watching a television program and then during the commercials you can no longer remember what the fuck it was you were into. blah nla
Sorry I haven't been able to AIM with you in awhile, but haven't been able to log into it using the library. fuck the library
hope you are well and don't space it while driving and end up somewhere completely lost.

Reply | Thread

Daniel Patrick Johnson

Re: I love losing train.

from: teknotus
date: Apr. 23rd, 2003 08:20 pm (UTC)
Link

Did you try using AIM express, or is that banned? You could try the phone. I think I have your phone number somewhere, but try not to call people unless I don't think I will be annoying them.

Reply | Parent | Thread

Re: I love losing train.

from: bloodyvee
date: Apr. 25th, 2003 12:25 pm (UTC)
Link

I prefer not to use the phone.

Reply | Parent | Thread

Daniel Patrick Johnson

Re: I love losing train.

from: teknotus
date: Apr. 25th, 2003 11:54 pm (UTC)
Link

800Support/CyberRep musta been hell then. It usually surprises me how people don't like using phones. Maybe I just like them because I type slow. Sometimes when I IM people they write 10 times what I do, and get impatient because they think I'm not paying attention when really I am typing the whole time as fast as I can.

Reply | Parent | Thread

Re: I love losing train.

from: bloodyvee
date: Apr. 26th, 2003 10:26 am (UTC)
Link

I totally zone out on calls, I do think the phone work did me in.

Reply | Parent | Thread