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My music made me feel better, but I will still be confused forever.

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Mar. 4th, 2003 | 02:51 am
mood: confusedconfused
music: Garbage - You look so fine

I'm thinking about becoming a hermit. They only have to deal with their own insanity, not everybody else's too. I love you guys, but I think you are all crazy. Mad, Maaaad I say. I don't think there is a person I know much about who I haven't discovered something a little not right. I'm sure you all know this already. Everyone should know that they aren't perfect. Today though I just felt like telling a best friend everything about them that drives me a little crazy. This would be a terrible thing to do. Not only would I probably hurt them, I think I would stand a good chance of making them crazier. I just don't understand why people think the way they do.

Of course if you were all sane you wouldn't be able to forgive my quirks as easily. Maybe if I can just find ways of wording things nicely...

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Daniel Patrick Johnson

I'm a lot not right

from: teknotus
date: Mar. 4th, 2003 11:51 am (UTC)
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Please forgive the crudeness of my statement. I was angry last night because quirks that I usually find endearing managed to gang up on me, and beat up my feelings pretty bad. Here is an example where it would be easy to loose tolerance. A forgetful friend "forgets" to pick you up at the airport. Obviously that isn't what happened to me last night but it hurt enough that I'm surprised I didn't cry.

Perfect would probably have been a better word I guess. I was frustrated with my own flaws too. If I was perfect I don't think I would have let myself get in the situation where my feelings could be hurt. I was blaming myself for my inability to understand the people I love, and want to be around. See I can't vent a little bit without screwing up, and hurting someone.

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from: teknotus
date: Mar. 4th, 2003 02:28 pm (UTC)
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I just try to cover all my bases because I can't tell tone of voice from written words. It's ok.

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from: jawa_at_night
date: Mar. 4th, 2003 03:46 pm (UTC)
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there's a method to everyone's madness.......... i think that's how it goes somewhat. something along those lines.

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