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May. 15th, 2002 | 10:55 am
mood: determineddetermined

It was just Sunday when I felt like I couldn't go on. Then a friend convinced me that I wasn't at the end of my road. That the distance was not too great, the cost not too high. Hope is not lost you can go on too.

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Emotionally Scarred Girl

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from: 041277
date: May. 15th, 2002 11:09 am (UTC)
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can go on and want to go on are two diffrent things...
I know I can the question is do I want to.

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Daniel Patrick Johnson

You will want to live

from: teknotus
date: May. 15th, 2002 11:18 am (UTC)
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I will show you the good things in life, and you will want to live. There are so many things to live for. I have to remind myself on a regular basis, because there are so many distractions in our world. Follow me, and I will show you wonderful things.

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Emotionally Scarred Girl

Re: You will want to live

from: 041277
date: May. 15th, 2002 11:21 am (UTC)
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I just want to be alone.... no one can hurt me that way... I don't trust anyone.

never again.

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Daniel Patrick Johnson

Re: You will want to live

from: teknotus
date: May. 15th, 2002 11:33 am (UTC)
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No one can help you either that way. I take no pleasure in taking advantage of other people. The only way I can convince someone to trust me is to give them so many tools to hurt me that I would be a fool to hurt them. I trust you. You can drive if that makes you feel safer. I just want to know that you will try.

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Daniel Patrick Johnson

I don't want to have any way to hurt you

from: teknotus
date: May. 15th, 2002 11:56 am (UTC)
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I know that I could hurt you. I know way too much about you. I know better than to ever use a Nuclear bomb. Some things are just better never to be used. I wish I only knew things that I could use to help make you happy like "My spoon is too big! I'm a bannana!". I wish I was as harmless as a pillow minding its buisness. I wish you didn't have to think about trusting people.

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Emotionally Scarred Girl

Re: I don't want to have any way to hurt you

from: 041277
date: May. 15th, 2002 12:04 pm (UTC)
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I didn't used to.
I was one of the rare ones that had blind faith and trusted people with out reasson...

I also had the joy of having a deep heart with endless uncondional love...

that is gone now....
it wont be coming back

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Daniel Patrick Johnson

Re: I don't want to have any way to hurt you

from: teknotus
date: May. 15th, 2002 12:15 pm (UTC)
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I think some of it can come back. I started from the other direction. I was selfish. I didn't share my toys. I didn't trust anybody. Now I give whatever I have if someone needs it, and I broadcast some of my most personal thoughts to the world.

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Emotionally Scarred Girl

Re: I don't want to have any way to hurt you

from: 041277
date: May. 15th, 2002 01:27 pm (UTC)
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I need to sort it out on my own.


let me be hurt right now.

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Daniel Patrick Johnson

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from: teknotus
date: May. 15th, 2002 01:31 pm (UTC)
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As you wish.

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